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aft tt went to sixth avenue wif kx, sarah, janet, dorothy, rachel n faith. ya we walked there while stelly n linying took cab there haha. anw!!!! now i noe y girls crossing roads is amusing. cos ah me n faith were walking in front. den we were crossing the road.. cross halfway.. den suddenly this car came. hahhahaha!! i stopped walking n started screaming!! hahahha n faith was still like huh?? wad? den she saw n we both were screaming together. hahaha. n the rest were like sian diao.
den we were eating icecream. yayy nice. den we played zong1 ji2 mi4 ma3.. haha drink water de. umm ya n we almost finished both the flasks of water there. hahaha.
den i went je lib to study chinese aft tt. like woahhh im actualli studying on a sat!! anw it was v v crowded there. den i studied 1 ke4.. n i fell asleep juz sitting there!! ya slept for an hour. haiyo. den studied a bit more aft tt n went home n fell asleep. haha n aft dinner i was studying again ok!! cos next week is v v packed-
mon: e math test on loci n transformations.
tue: chinese test.. 10 ke4. 2.4 run.
wed: napfa 5 stations. ny attempt to break the guinness world record of making the longest popiah. hahhaa.
thurs: prelims oral exam.
fri: elect geog test.
sat: ny walkathon.
anw popiah making is fun fun!! yeah cos it has been my family tradition since v long ago. n my dad makes superb popiah ok!! yay so im pro too. haiya n walkathon.. sian la. another sat taken up. plus next next sat is combined sports meet.. n the mon right aft tt is mid yrs!!
oh btw.. ytd i realised y i looked so flushed n red. hahhaa. ya cos i was at toa payoh.. den in the toilet.. was wondering y i looked so red. yah itz actualli cos i got sunburnt!! yeah haha. sat in the sun for almost 3 hours. haiya i cant get tanned la. ok but ytd i got slightly darker.. but not a lot. n it'll fade awae anw.
anw looking back at these 2 weeks i realised tt ive gained a lot. realli a lot. v glad tt i went for the wushu nats la. yeah.. for 3 days. v memorable la yeah.. the terribly long journeys thru little india to manjusri sec.. =/ meeting new ppl.. watching the competition.. praying n fretting everyday. anw sth tt struck me was tt i saw sth in sum1 tt i missed out on 1st impression. tts probably the 1st person who made me feel like tt in a long time. hmm ya so i wont judge ppl by 1st impression anymore. the qi4 zhi4 n nei4 han2 tt i felt in tt person is like woh even though we dun even noe each other la. ya n so i feel bad for the 1st impression tt i judged by. tts sth i learnt la.
hmm den sth in wushu.. itz v v extreme la. itz juz tt 1 n onli time up there on tt carpet for tt event. so if itz a flop den theres realli nth much u can do abt it no matter how hard u train la. so can get quite gek. but i guess tt's where every1 learns n work harder. like ytd.. tt ji ti dao1 grp i think.. wah ya even though i was hoping tt they wun do as well.. umm ya. i felt v v sad for them lo.. esp tt guy who dropped his dao juz b4 shou1 shi4. his teammates may say itz ok.. but the guilt n gekness he faces is realli a lot la.
den wad left an impression was watching ppl i noe perform for the 1st time la.
den abt other stuff.. i realli hafta thank my friends around. they may not have made me feel a lot better.. but a little at least. thanks to ppl of 414!! yay. n oso tong, ben n kaiming. friends may not b there all the time. like they alwayz pang seh me. but nvm im used to it. n i guess tts the way it is.
i made an abrupt fone call juz now. hmm u may think itz wu liao. but it meant sth to me.
it has been 2 weeks since wad happened. so fast la. all kinds of feelings came up. i was upset.. i was hopeful for things to turn better.. i thot it did, so i felt better. but no, nothing turned better. den this wk came n crushed me. the realisation on mon.. n so the hatred came. but it has gone. realli. things have been meaningless. ive been going around like a living dead with juz us in my mind. the storm was there for so long.. n 2 weeks ago i thot it had all ended n we wld see the rainbow. but no the storm came again. n im stil waiting - for tt day i see the rainbow, n i find the meaning of my life, n we find the ocean tt's meant for us. I won't watch my life crashing down on me
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